taciit

I want to say things that might seem sappy or silly or weak...
I'm pathologically insecure behind this profile.
By whose standard? Take off the viewpoint of how you think you should be and just be you
The vulnerability felt through the possibility of self destruction
I hope you understand that in me.

But I'm tired of not being myself.
and thus comes in the addition.
Addition?
Addiction is what I meant but addition works too
Addiction?
Yes to wanting and acting on the vunrability of this happening
Sound interesting.  Do you mean my worrying about these issues is an addiction?
could be, if that's what you are dealing with
what do you think is the addiction?
I'm feeling addiction to wanting to let things flow, ignoring consequences
Hmmmmmm.  I get that.
That can also be living in the present.
Tell me what you think is mine?

i WANT your addiction to be
me
But that is not what you asked me
and the silence is bleeding

...something else takes over.