Friday, August 9, 2013
Friday, August 2, 2013
Wednesday, June 26, 2013
Saturday, June 15, 2013
Back
I stood behind people and had their back. I'm sorry but I don't feel anyone has mine.
-When I'm asking "Come on, give me a break", I know I'm thinking someone owes me something -but no one does and ever will.
This thought is not the choice of a champion.
-When I'm asking "Come on, give me a break", I know I'm thinking someone owes me something -but no one does and ever will.
This thought is not the choice of a champion.
Friday, June 14, 2013
Sunday, June 9, 2013
Fire Demon
My Fire Demon is called Calsifer. It is the voice that speaks loudly to me. Calsifer has become more persistent and without rest or peace or harmony. I now speak my thoughts out loud. When they enter the world I am shocked. They crossed over from mind into voice. And I must appear crazy. But my thoughts, even though they come at me, loudly and without pretense are still something I can chose. I am different from a plant or dog in that I can chose the thoughts, even if they came to me in an uncontrolled way.
In your desire to be acknowledged, you say your thoughts are what they are and this is where I am. And leave it at that. As if you are a victim of your circumstance that has caused you to have such thoughts in the first place. Your solution seems to be that you should not be having that experience to have caused you to feel the way you do. But what is needing to happening is happening, and the experience you are having, is the one you need to have at this moment. And you chose your thoughts from the ones you are having and you chose your outcome from the input you are getting.
Not choosing is also a choice.
A very wise Korean man once told me: "If you are not part of the solution you are part of the problem."
In your desire to be acknowledged, you say your thoughts are what they are and this is where I am. And leave it at that. As if you are a victim of your circumstance that has caused you to have such thoughts in the first place. Your solution seems to be that you should not be having that experience to have caused you to feel the way you do. But what is needing to happening is happening, and the experience you are having, is the one you need to have at this moment. And you chose your thoughts from the ones you are having and you chose your outcome from the input you are getting.
Not choosing is also a choice.
A very wise Korean man once told me: "If you are not part of the solution you are part of the problem."
Saturday, June 8, 2013
Thursday, June 6, 2013
Monday, May 27, 2013
Sunday, May 26, 2013
Found
These are called morning glories. They have always fascinated me as a child. They come in beautiful purple and white. I loved this flower. Then I got told it was a weed. I was sad, as I compared this one to other weeds like black jacks that take over and kill other plants to survive. This morning glory strangles its host for survival.
But I still like this 'flower'. Its complexity.
But I still like this 'flower'. Its complexity.
Lost II
Friday, May 17, 2013
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